Are You on Your Mobile Phone? Click here for 2800+ mobile optimized, self help and self growth articles.

Are You Invisible?

By Dr. Margaret Paul
December 31, 2006



We become invisible to others regarding our feelings and needs and who we really are, when our feelings and needs are invisible to ourselves.



Are you invisible?Ellen was brought up to be invisible. She was taught to be very tuned into others' feelings and needs, but to never have any of her own. Her family made it clear to her that her job was to give to them but to never expect anything in return. As a result, Ellen learned to be totally tuned out to her own feelings and needs. It was as if she, as a person, didn't really exist, other than to be there for others.

When Ellen's feelings and needs did surface, she would tell herself that they weren't important, that she was strong and could handle not having her feelings cared for and or her needs recognized. She convinced herself that if she just cared enough about others, others would eventually care about her. It never happened.

The inner stress of never attending to her own feelings and needs and always feeling so invisible to others as a result, finally took a toll on Ellen's health. Ellen is now dealing with cancer and finally has to attend to herself.

 

How Do You Make Yourself Invisible?

Many of us have learned to be invisible - to ourselves and to others. What are some of the ways you create invisibility?

  • Do you remain silent, not speaking up for yourself, when feeling discounted or unseen by others?
  • Do you ignore your own feelings and needs in deference to others?
  • Do you go along with what others want, even if you really want something else?
  • Do you accept blame for things that you know are not really your responsibility?
  • Do you put aside your own opinions and accept the opinions of others to be accepted?
  • Do you accept disrespectful behavior from others, finding ways to excuse the behavior?
  • Do you pretend everything is okay when you are really feeling lonely or sad?
  • Are you conflict avoidant, preferring peace at any cost rather than rock the boat?
  • Are you carrying too much of the load at home or at work, without complaint?
  • Do you pretend to like a food, a movie, a topic of conversation, or sex, rather than run the risk of disapproval or rejection?
  • Do you allow yourself to be violated in any way - physically, emotionally, verbally, sexually - to avoid rejection?
  • Do you allow others' anger or bullying to control you into doing what they want?
  • Do you do everything yourself, never asking others for help?
  • Do you caretake others' feelings, telling yourself you are responsible for their feelings, while ignoring responsibility for your own feelings?

How often do you end up feeling unappreciated, unseen, not valued? How much of this is a reflection of how you treat yourself?

If your own feelings and needs are invisible to yourself, they will end up being invisible to others. It is not realistic to constantly put yourself aside and then expect others to value and respect you. Anytime you tolerate uncaring or disrespectful behavior in others to avoid conflict, you are training others to see you as invisible, to not care about your feelings and needs.

 

It Takes Courage to Start Loving Yourself

If you have been allowing yourself to be invisible for a long time, it is a real challenge to start caring about yourself. You need to be willing to go through a difficult period of feeling others' anger and resentment. After all, you trained them for years to not have to care about you or see you, and now you are changing the rules. They won't like it, but they will eventually respect you for it. You will also discover in the process of caring about yourself who really cares about you and who has just been using you. Those people who really care about you will eventually applaud your self-care, while those who were just using you will go away or be constantly angry with you for changing.

It takes great courage to shift from invisibility to seeing, valued and loving yourself. It takes great courage to be willing to lose others rather than continue to lose yourself. Yet, like with Ellen, your very life may depend upon it. Hopefully, you will not wait until you are ill or feel alone and cast aside by others to start to practice Inner Bonding and learn to love yourself.

Becoming visible starts with learning to tune into, acknowledge, value, and take loving action for yourself regarding your own feelings and needs. It means moving into personal responsibility for your own feelings and needs rather than taking care of everyone else in the hopes they will eventually take care of you. If you are ever going to feel cared for and loved, it has to start with you caring about and being loving to yourself!



Attribution-NonCommercial-NoDerivs
CC BY-NC-ND


Send this article to a friend    Print this article    Bookmarked 22 time(s)
Bookmark and Share    Share with Del.icio.us    submit 'Are You Invisible?' to digg Share with Digg    Share with StumbleUpon
There are no videos, Click to add one to the gallery!
There is no audio, Click to add audio to the gallery!
There are no pictures, Click to add one to the gallery!

Comments


More Help

Looking for help with Are You Invisible??

Search for solutions on Are You Invisible? within the InnerBonding.com website using Google's Site Search.




 
 



Daily Inspiration

When you give from the heart for the joy of giving, you feel filled by the giving and do not feel that anyone owes you anything. When another gives to you from the heart for the joy of giving, you do not feel any sense of obligation or owing. Learning to discern this will enable you to know the difference between giving from the heart and giving to get.

By


Click to Share
Facebook Digg it MySpace Twitter Stumbleupon Windows Live Yahoo! My Web Linked in